MY LIFE IS FRUSTRATING , BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I SEE TWO REALLY GREAT KIDS WHO DESERVE BETTER THAN A PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK MOM WHO HAS TO DECIDE WETHER TO FEED HER KIDS OR PUT GAS IN THE CAR.... I SMILE AND PRAY THAT ONE DAY I CAN CATCH A BREAK. I NEED HELP DESPARATELY; JUST ENOUGH TO BREATH EASIER AND NOT LOSE SLEEP THINKING IS TODAY WHEN I LOSE MY HOUSE MY HUSBAND HAS HAD TWO HEART ATTACKS, AND YET WE STILL FIND REASONS TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT GOD ALLOWS US. WE'RE NOT LAZY, WE WORK HARD BUT MY HUSBAND HAS NOT SEEN A RAISE FROM HIS COMPANY IN OVER TWO YEARS; AND I HAD BEEN OUT OF WORK TILL RECENTLY. MY FAMILY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME AND I KNOW WHAT IT IS TO BE HOMELESS BUT UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES WILL I ALLOW MY FAMILY TO BE PUT THROUGH THAT--EVER .